Back

So im back at uni today, the first day back and already ive turned to my blog as a source of on-campus entertainment - not a good start to the semester.

The train ride in today seemed longer than ever, and the walk from the station dragged on. i ran into a girl i knew from school coming off the train, we were never friends, but today we were forced to make conversation. Neither of us had anything to say but to say nothing would be to painful so we compared holidays, timetables, relationships we had maintained with people we new from school then both made quick excuses to part when we touched on campus. I hate it when that happens.

Its raining here, its nice rain - straight down, no wind so an umbrella keeps u dry, i like that, u create ur own safe dry world to push through the wet. but the bottoms of my jeans are wet from puddles (i stopped avoiding them after a while) i can feel them against my ankles, so now i am continuously aware of my ankles, its strange mostly we don’t really know what our body is doing - it just slips into a comfortable position and waits in silence until its needed again. Its like when u hurt ur figure and suddenly ur aware how much u use ur hands, that sort of thing.

This semester im taking 2 psychology subjects, one physics and one chemistry , ( i dont supposes anyone cares but ill tell u anyway) at least i hope so - there’s a problem... - which means i have to deal with admin, i hate admin, ive a phobia of admin, there’s so much potential for things to go wrong , its silly but i get so nervous.

Its been raining on and off for weeks, which is good because before that it hadnt rained for months, as a result i havnt played soccer in weeks - the grounds keep getting closed - i miss it. its my one chance to behave in a manner not elsewhere accepted by society, i get to push and shove, i dont where make up, i come off smelly and dirty and i work all my frustration out in belting that ball up the field - its fantastic.